Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Preparing To Have Fun

I now know why a lot of people don’t take vacations. It is WORK to get ready for one.

I’m in the middle of a huge project at work that I want to wrap up before I leave for vacation. And, I’m feeling “hard pressed on every side” as I try to make that happen. You see, I have appointments and errands and obligations before and after work each day, which limit my ability to work extra hours to get this huge project done.

But are all the things I’ve crammed into my schedule in preparation for vacation really necessary?

Did I need a haircut, a brow wax, and a pedicure? I tell myself that those were absolutely necessary because I am seeing my family. After all, I wouldn’t want to show up as the "Shaggy, Unibrow, Callous Foot Wonder" and embarrass them.

Do I “need” to get the dog bathed and get my house in “perfect” order for the housesitter? Obviously, I don’t want to be known as a slob or have the housesitter deal with the dog hair that is everywhere.

And then those familiar words hit me: “Martha, Martha, you are worried and upset about many things, but only one thing is needed. Mary has chosen what is better, and it will not be taken from her.” (Luke 10:38-42)

You see, I am a Martha through and through. I want everything looking perfect. I want everything to be in order.

But at what cost? Sacrificing prayer time?

I see a definite correlation between the increase in my anxiety level and my absence of time with the Lord. I want to be prayed up for this trip--for good health, safe travel, and sweet time with family. But in order to do that, I must make prayer a priority and dispense with my preconceived notions of what I may or may not look like when I arrive and how my house might look while I’m gone.

Lord, I want to choose “what is better.” Help me. As I prepare for this trip, show me what really needs to be done.


Laura B. said...

I am so glad you are creating a blog. I have always loved your Christmas letters. With "Bluebonnet in the Snow" I can get a bit of that every day if I wish. You are so wise and such a sweet wonderful woman. We need to get together sometime this summer. It has been just WAY too long...

"Bluebonnet in the snow" said...

LB - You are too kind! We definitely need to get together soon. Maybe for your birthday??

spaghettipie said...

At work we used to joke that it took a week's worth of overtime to prepare for a week's work of vacation.

Hope your vacation is a restful one.

"Bluebonnet in the snow" said...

SP - That about sums up what I needed--lots of overtime that I didn't have time to give because of all the choices that I had made about what "needed" to be done. I should have been praying for discernment!